WHERE IS HE?

If any one know where I can find where the AUSSIE BUM is hiding, please contact me asap as possible at tuksosarap@gmail.com

I have two little ones that wants to meet there Father and I cant seem to get a hold of him...

A SONG FOR YOU... FROM HEART BROKEN IN MEXICO

Can't Let Go lyrics
There you are
Holding her hand
I am lost
Dying to understand
Didn't I
Cherish you right
Don't you know
You were my life

[Chorus:]
Even though I try
I can't let go
Something in your eyes
Captured my soul
And every night
I see you in my dreams
You're all I know
I can't let go

Just cast aside
You don't even know I'm alive
You just walk on by
Don't care to see me cry
And here I am
Still holding on
I can't accept
My world is gone

[Chorus]
[. From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/m/mariah-carey-lyrics/can_t-let-go-lyrics.html .]

Do you even realize
The sorrow I have inside
Everyday of my life
Do you know the way it feels
When all you have just dies
I try and try
To deny that I need you
But still you remain on my mind

[Chorus]

No I just can't get you out of my mind
I never can say goodbye
'Cause every night
I see you in my dreams
You're all I know
I can't let you go
Even though I try
I can't let go of something that I need so badly
You're all I know
I can't let g

          When asked what I would say to you, I simply nodded. I said that I would hate you for eternity, for what you’ve done. However, in my heart, that is not what I feel. I am lost without you. I don’t even know where to begin. If I could say those words to make everything right, I would. Yet, I don’t. I will never know. That kills me, no; it destroys me, inside.

These past few months, they have been hard knowing I don't know what went wrong. Your scent still lingers around me, your memories I can't let go. One week might not be nothing to you but it feels like a life time. 

  There have been times when I was haunted by my memories, tormented, as if they were mocking me! There were times when I’d have nightmares of them. Then I would dream of you. Yes, I’ve dreamt of you. Many nights I have. It hurt to see your face in my dreams. It hurt to see my past replaying in my head, but I still dreamt. I dreamt of what I would say if, I ever saw that sweet face of yours once more. Of what I would do to make you love me as you did before. Nay, that is not what I want. I don’t want to love you. It destroyed us. Love is what tore us apart. I loved you too much, and it ruined our lives. Because of love, I am scarred for life. Therefore, I do not wish it any longer.

            I have tried, and failed. I have left messages. At least, I have tried. I’ve only ever yearned to hear your melodic voice once more. No, I’m not attached. I’ve done my best to move on with my life. Yet there is still a calling within me that wonders how you are doing. How can I live my life without you in it? How can you not give me a chance to be the one.....

A Time Spent in Manila...

I felt an instant connection the night that I met you during my vacation in Manila.

I could feel the passion in your touch

The time we spent together was like something out of a romance novel

After the steamy night we had together, how could you just disappear out of my life?

no calls...no texts

I don't know what to think...I'm truly heartbroken

I wish someday that I will see you again and tell you how amazing it was to be beside you...

Where ever you are, I can't get you out of my mind...